The crystal clear blue looks like an inviting calm ocean,
or a heaven that is full of sweet treats,
been the Poseidon of the full devotion,
but it, in reality, is a rough tide that strongly beats.
I could see your storms and your Turner- paintings looking landscapes,
and I choose to see heaven instead of hell,
got trapped and did not know how to escape,
because the ambivalence turned into a cell.
Your eyes opened wide,
when you see me coming,
It was a blessed surprise,
when the hope was all gone
but the fun was still dancing.
Your smile goes from ear to ear,
as they said,
when you see me coming,
like a rising sun,
after a full night of dancing,
your energy renews and you are ready for another waltz.
Just your aura enlightens mine,
you coming to say hi, expands my grim
you make me funnier
you make me better
you make a bunny jumping around
ready to mate and make more bunnies
a happy bunny, a fun bunny
I love the person that you bring out of me,
I love the "me" I am with you.
I can melt in your arms,
I can let the music flow
and our skin glow
we are like love arms.
We are not fighting,
we are merging in peace,
we are flirting
with the rhythm and pace.
I can just let myself go, and breathe on you
breath your aroma,
and exhale in your soul,
like a free dove.
I crush on you in such a soft way
like a pillow that stops my neverending fall,
you show me the only way
and I follow because there is not other choice.
An I am free with you,
you are free with me,
we both crush and merge,
and make something beautiful out of it.
Half the year is gone,
in between smiles and tears,
Half the time I had to be better,
wasted on a bad apple smear.
It feels like waking up from a nightmare,
where I was fed ice cream here and there,
to keep me kinda happy as a blind mare,
but there was nothing more than abuse there.
I saw it as a princess dream at the beginning,
but it was tainted by trauma and evilness,
waking up with a smile because every day is a new beginning,
without a monster's cruelness.
A disturbed man can pass his troubled energy to others,
destroy their worlds and start ego wars,
but seeing you recovered and with a happy family,
2 year after your worst moments,
gives me hope that I will make it there too.
Your mental health was at it lowest
when you let the war of a man
bombard your land.
But spring came and flowers bloom
you work hard on getting peaceful inside and out
ins turbulent and rushing world
always at war and heavy workouts
to be back to the lord.
The peace that you have,
do not ever let it go,
for a man or a hive,
that peace, don't let it go.
Nothing is worth
as much as your peace.
