Ilusions

You smile at the man who tell that you look better without makeup
you really want to believe him, and you hope he is honest,
because he is an honest man, but it is not enough
because you like to embellish your eyes with some mascara,
it your decision, your power to add black to your face.
Then another man tell you that you should not use push-ups
just let your small breasts be natural,
it is nice, it is like music to hear it,
but it is not what you want,
you like to add some punch to your figure,
it is your body, it your power, it is under your control
They are all illusions, so you don't need to show your naked person
you can cover it a bit, improve it in society standards.
Finally, the player tell you that you look the same as you were in your youth,
he swears your figure is like a goodness, and this time, this time you know
it is just rubbish lies to create illusions in your mind.

Doubt

Doubt
smashing my head
doubt
blurring everything around me
doubt
I must surrender to you
doubt
you are hugging so tight
doubt
I can only think about you
Doubt
you are staining my neurons

Re encounters

A goodbye is sad
A hello again kiss is refreshing,
I have been saying bye and hello tooo often
The bitterness of the bye changed into butter and melted away when I see you again
And feel your hand on my waist,
And feel your warm hug, arms around me greeting me
The re encounters are the best thing ever
Besides paying the price of the time between the goodbye and the new hello,

I'm glad to see you again,
And you don't have any idea how much.