I am exactly where I am supposed to be

 In the rush of western life,

i found an oasis in Cambodia,

A peace pond, full of happiness and joy,

And fresh air where you can breathe freedom.

I ate vegetarian food at Peace,

And then have delicious chicken cashews at Heaven, all wholesome initiatives.

Problems as catalyst to change,

i needed hurt you for you to listen, 

I wonder if 

is this how god operates? 

To keep you enjoying the now,

 to keep you following the universe and surrender to it, to not fight it nor force it, 

because that creates more negativity and pain. 

You are force to change to grow, 

To follow Rumi and Buddha beautiful lessons

There is a big gap between who i want to be and who i am, 

i need to let go of a lot to be Buddhist,

 the I am is not to reach nirvana, but just to be, in the now,

Because I am exactly where I am supposed to be.

This trip motto was “change of plans”, and in accepting what i can not change, I changed myself for the better.

You see the sparkle in my eyes

 Unexpected, like a magical adventure with a morpheos type

With no expectations and nowhere to go,

we shared moments of truth,

weird, deep, conecting, unusual, extremly special.

Your gorgeousness and kindness is one of a kind,

because is rare,

like a diamond in the progress to become shinner and perfect.

You look deep into my eyes, and saw me, the real me,

and you liked it so much, embracing who we are.

The peace

 It is a special type of peace, like a calming exhalation

what I felt when I realised that I found you,

as the love of my life, and my partner in crime forever.

The peace to know that the search is over, 

that you will welcome me with open arms

in a warm hug to embrace my failures and wins.

Outline

 My life started without an outline,

my family created one for me

like castles in the sky, far far out of reach...

My teen self painted rainbows over the outline

and made them bridges to connect to the castles,

creating a bright city.

The outline was on and off,

merging with others and mutating.