I see ways

I see paterns in your eyes,
I see labyrinths and pathways,
I see sand ways to oasis.
I see beautiful paintings on my tea
I see my cup full of art

I'm

I'm the architect of my accidents,
I'm the doctor of my pain
Your love to my body makes me sick
Because the body is just a coffin
Where the beauty is hidden.
There is so much more in me that what you see.
I'm a lot more that my mistakes,
I'm a lot more that my right choices.

The kill

The kill,
I thought I was save with you
Pure and showing myself
You are just killing the best of me
Burying burying me deep

You don't want who I really am
So I'm finish finish with you
I'm done and fighting alone
I have my swords to cut all the chains

Flying away from you

I used to feel vertigo in my belly,
A fantastic sensation of void in the stomach,
Sadly that magic went away after travelling often.
I said bye to you on a rainy day,
After multiple sunny afternoons
I said bye to you with both happiness
For the amazing days together
And sadness for the promptly separation.
I said bye to you keeping all the momeries in the magic wooden coffin that you made for me
I said bye to you looking forward to our next adventure.
I said bye to your sand labyrinth hazel eyes,
And your sensual velvet lips...
I said bye to you whising to say hi very soon,
Honestly I never said bye to you, because I keep you in my heart, in my skin, and in my mind all the time.

rose

Because is stearting at the Rose fading
With each petal falling sadly
That I remembered your gifts and promises,
Your vows and pink stories,
Because the Rose is falling apart,
Reminding me that all has an end,
That all will die,
That you and me had happy
Rose smelling perfume moments
And now we are just memories
That bloomed in spring and are slowly
Following the command of Time.

A window to my soul

I see these couples on the streets,
holding hands, hugging.
And I fell terribly jealous,
because I can not do that.

I mentally face swapped them for us,
but in most of the cases,
it doesn't work.

We are special, but we are far away.
We are unique, but I wish we were that simple.
Every time I see a couple smile to each other
it is like an open window to my soul

You can't take everything away from me

Far away from the place you once called home,
life can take away everything from you.
After living in the road,
you can see how they can take everything away from you.

No material thing is important,
that shirt that was special, you do not really need it.
That sharp amazing knife,
has been lost in your last move.
three bags full of cloths that you used to love
have been gone to the charity road.

Your favorite books are in somebody else shelves.
Your favorite shoes are been use for other 6 size bitch.
Your favorite waffles maker is making sweets one for your ex.
Your favorite souvenirs from around the world are in a lost apartment
far away.

You can take everything away for me,
material things have no meaning for me anymore.
But the people, they are the rule.
You cannot take them away form me.

I am missing you every second,
Nothing can take you away from me,
you are my sky and my land,
you are there every step,
even when you are 10000 miles away.