Dance crush

 I can melt in your arms,

I can let the music flow

and our skin glow

we are like love arms.

We are not fighting,

we are merging in peace,

we are flirting

with the rhythm and pace.

I can just let myself go, and breathe on you

breath your aroma,

and exhale in your soul,

like a free dove.

I crush on you in such a soft way

like a pillow that stops my neverending fall,

you show me the only way

and I follow because there is not other choice.

An I am free with you,

you are free with me,

we both crush and merge,

and make something beautiful out of it.

Waking up

 Half the year is gone,

in between smiles and tears,

Half the time I had to be better,

wasted on a bad apple smear.

It feels like waking up from a nightmare,

where I was fed ice cream here and there,

to keep me kinda happy as a blind mare,

but there was nothing more than abuse there.

I saw it as a princess dream at the beginning,

but it was tainted by trauma and evilness,

waking up with a smile because every day is a new beginning,

without a monster's cruelness.

Mental health

 A disturbed man can pass his troubled energy to others,

destroy their worlds and start ego wars,

but seeing you recovered and with a happy family,

2 year after your worst moments,

gives me hope that I will make it there too.

Your mental health was at it lowest

when you let the war of a man

bombard your land.

But spring came and flowers bloom

Peace

 you work hard on getting peaceful inside and out

ins turbulent and rushing world

always at war and heavy workouts

to be back to the lord.

The peace that you have,

do not ever let it go,

for a man or a hive,

that peace, don't let it go.

Nothing is worth

as much as your peace.

Fake

 It is not the hot and cold,

that is supposed to be good for your immune system,

it is not that you are just pure fool gold,

fake even until your teeth stem.

You shined the brightest in  high of intoxication,

and then make toxic all the environments

when you were lower of lubrication,

begging people to not make judgements.

From the best to the worst of us

At the beginning…We are getting to know each other, 

and day after day it’s getting better…. 

I want to get to know the best of you and 

I want to help you through the things that are hard…

Volatile

 Some people are ephemeral,

or their will and/or their words.

They don't believe their statements are perennial

but toy with false premises and odds.

Your volatile being moved me like a leaf in the wind,

in a ferocious storm full of anger,

but you couldn't hide your mind

for any longer.

Once you show again your always-changing act,

like a magician putting on a charming show,

I had to run for the facts,

and starting living in the now.

Now I am happy with stability and peace,

being the queen of my own kingdom,

no more fighting to have the Ace

no more helldom.

in your volatile world of war.