Ilusions

You smile at the man who tell that you look better without makeup
you really want to believe him, and you hope he is honest,
because he is an honest man, but it is not enough
because you like to embellish your eyes with some mascara,
it your decision, your power to add black to your face.
Then another man tell you that you should not use push-ups
just let your small breasts be natural,
it is nice, it is like music to hear it,
but it is not what you want,
you like to add some punch to your figure,
it is your body, it your power, it is under your control
They are all illusions, so you don't need to show your naked person
you can cover it a bit, improve it in society standards.
Finally, the player tell you that you look the same as you were in your youth,
he swears your figure is like a goodness, and this time, this time you know
it is just rubbish lies to create illusions in your mind.

Doubt

Doubt
smashing my head
doubt
blurring everything around me
doubt
I must surrender to you
doubt
you are hugging so tight
doubt
I can only think about you
Doubt
you are staining my neurons

Re encounters

A goodbye is sad
A hello again kiss is refreshing,
I have been saying bye and hello tooo often
The bitterness of the bye changed into butter and melted away when I see you again
And feel your hand on my waist,
And feel your warm hug, arms around me greeting me
The re encounters are the best thing ever
Besides paying the price of the time between the goodbye and the new hello,

I'm glad to see you again,
And you don't have any idea how much.

tech events for the NYC entrepreneur

GROWTHHACKING TIPS AND NETWORK HACK
A quick chat on some of the latest hacks used today.
WHEN: Tuesday, October 27th @ 6:30 PM
WHERE: Rise NY, 28 West 24th Street
COST: FREE

SUCCEEDING IN TECH
A panel of NY's tech leaders celebrate the close of National Hispanic Heritage Month.
WHEN: Wednesday, October 28th @ 6 PM
WHERE: App Nexus, 19 West 22nd Street, 4th Floor
COST: FREE

FOUNDER'S PANEL: NYC GOES DIVERSE
Hear from founders with various backgrounds speaking about diversity in tech.
WHEN: Wednesday, October 28th @ 6 PM
WHERE: Tekserve, 119 West 23rd Street
COST: FREE

BEST FINANCIAL PRACTICES FOR STARTUP EXECS
Get the startup exec cliffnotes for accounting, finance, and HR in this meetup.
WHEN: Wednesday, October 28th @ 6:30 PM
WHERE: Amazon AWS Pop-Up Loft, 350 West Broadway
COST: FREE


FINTECH MEETUP
An evening filled with food, drinks, and networking.
WHEN: Thursday, October 29th @ 6 PM
WHERE: CommonBond HQ, 120 Walker Street, 4th Floor
COST: FREE

In the rain

That night I noticed you,
and you run after me,
and you hold my hands.
kissing in the rain
the rain that is romantic and melancholic
in the rain, like in a song
the rain that would calm down the passion
it was just making us more aroused
In the rain we opened the door.

Wrap in you smile

I am wrap in the memory smile,
the first time time those green pearls lay on me,
how all your been was smiling to me.
Now i am listening that sweet deep song that you played for me
and i am smiling remembering you
Thinking how I discovered a new work with you
when i just let it go
and took one day up the time
no worries... until the problems hit me on the face.
I am up in a good mood when I feel you closer
and the cold weather changes to warmness when you are on my arms,
it is cold in the room, but hot next to you.
That was yesterday, or the day before
now i am listening to sad music
melancholia is filling the room
and it is cold, it is really cold
I want to feel like I was wrap in your smile again.

I am like the weather

Some mornings I am blue, I am cold, I am raining
On the afternoon I can feel the sun rising, and warming me up
I am not a morning person,
more of a party night girl.
I feel that I am wrong not having a natural daylight life,
but I come alive when the sun goes down.
I feel rebirth by the moonlight
I feel back in the game when the stars are guiding me
I am shooting star on the dark sky
I am like a day in Autumn, freezing and windy in the morning
you need a jacket and a hat,
and later you would be hot and
you do not know what to do with the jacket
I am changing like the weather in spring, in autumn,
I do not even know how my mood is going to be.
do not try to forecast me,
I have failing trying by myself....