Staring at the most beautiful view,
of turquoise waters mixing with white sand
in spirals of power,
I can't stop thinking about my mistakes.
The sadness that a happy place brings is not making me feel better,
I bring this sickness inside,
I am bringing the drama within.
Please clean me blue clean water,
please show me your clarity and purify my thoughts
Please awake the buddha in me.
Like attempting to run a marathon under 35 degrees of heat
you must see the silver lining in every cloud,
even in the huge grey ones that seem to never end.
That smile will come and shine new light,
to show you anew way,
for you to make bad choices again,
and have some fun.
Stop saying that it shall pass
it feels like one wave after the other
crashing the weak body against the rocks
Stop making me feel bad for being sad
I just want to know
When is this going to be over?
When will happiness last,
stay with and nourish me?
Sometimes the nail that drives out another strategy
just blows on your face,
very very hard
it takes you back in flashbacks
it leaves you empty
and lost.
Seeking refuge in other arms,
attempting to create passion with a new lover,
just drives back the memories of the amazing love you had lost.
Comparing hurts, memories break your hurt,
flashbacks leave you crying non stop
like a punch on your stomach that takes your breath away.
It was a bad idea, you knew it,
it was just a waste of time,
to feel some connection...
but the nail didn't drive out another,
it pushed it harder inside the wood,
the wood of your coffin.
Have you ever felt like you are on the companion seat
In the car of your life?
Like Loki took over the staring wheel
And he is running the mad race?
It kind of feels like that when you let the universe guide you
To let things pass through you
It gives you peace but also a sense of absolute loss of control
You want to apply a positive mindset
And the law of attraction
And sometimes it works
Life gives you amazing opportunities
Events and people
And then it takes it away
You feel you can’t trust anymore
But those feelings are empty and lonely
How to solve this puzzle?
Just thinking that nothing is personal,
Especially when you look at the road and see all these self-driven cars with just grey passengers depressed and anxious going down the rabbit hole
Wyd? I don’t really know
I am just enjoying each moment, each person, each experience because the now is the only thing that exists and will end anytime
At this age, I thought I was done learning,
but you proved me wrong,
and you guide me to keep learning,
to keep on going.
You are teaching me patience,
my limits and silly expectations,
how to deal with new experiences,
even if there are frustrating situations.
Because the reward is sharing time with you,
because there is no goal but just an enjoyable journey,
walking hand in hand, skipping with you
like teenagers again, all happy and shinny.
From a very young age,
women are thought to be caring and compromise
women are the ones who should cure wounds,
caress and bring back to life broken hurts and limbs.
Even if women get slapped on one cheek,
they tend to put the other side
and power through the pain
in order to not hurt anyone else.
They force the smiles from the prefrontal cortex,
but they wish someone would make them smile
purely from the lymphatic system,
to feel real, natural and care for... and to stop the nonsense compromising.
