Confusion

I was reminded that the problem with my generation was that we have too many options,
I agree, it is one of the reasons of my confusion,
of my eternal questioning to why?
why having all, I still feel empty?
why if I am healthy I still feel sick?
why I have somebody who love me, I feel I should love back?
why if I want everybody to be happy, I do things that will hurt them?
why I want to be selfish and i live fighting my own devil?
In all this confusion I see the days pass by.
I had amazing times: dancing, smiling, enjoying a hug, a good book, a tasty meal.
I had astonishing smart conversations, and I laughed my soul out loud.
But I got down some nights to just remember these moments
and get confused again about what do I want?
I hope somebody can tell me clearly "What do I want"?
please finish with my misery, please end my confusion.