keep telling me I always land on my feet
like if some class of Latin cat female
but I feel I am just a cheat
It is more than impostor syndrome,
goes to the roots of being
your whole believing dome
shutters, it is not forbidding
when on the positive thoughts that you hold inside
start disappearing and you are empty
whatever they said
has zero value in your modus vivendi
Even if you were a problem solver
and a fighter, after getting hit hard
and falling again harder,
you become a destroyer
A destroyer of your dreams
and your positivity and you can sleep no more
The hope disappears,
you feel that you are not unbreakable anymore
Stop telling me "you will be OK"
I prefer to be dead right now
and you can't relay
I have to deal with myself somehow.
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