Wishes

Wishes
all I was doing was wishing you loved me,
throwing coins to the fountains asking for your love
using any "luck" opportunity to wish for getting your care.

I set such high expectations, that only wishing keep them flying
I prayed to different Gods to make us something for real,
I did not realize that my selfish wishing
was taking away your free will.
So I let you go free, would you ever return to me?

your smile hipnotizes me

i felt in love of your smile,
that expression that enlighten your face.
the small muscular movement that makes your eyes shine,
and be brighter and smiling too.

your teeth are smiling too, as all your body,
i can tell your soul is happy,
I can tell you are having the time of your life.

i cant help it to return to the memory of your smile,
not only your lips were happy, all your face was amazing.

What awesome men do

Regular/normal men gift flowers as an apology or in anniversaries/bdays.
But the really amazing men...they gift you flowers as a surprise...
just because you are the best thing that ever happened to them
and they just want to make you happy...

So be grateful

weird love

what is love?
it is a weird thing, it is almost impossible to describe
it is more than thinking in somebody 24 h a day,
it is more than smiling while thinking about that special one,
it is like magic all over you body
it is like smelling roses all day long
it like a lasting unconscious suffering that gives you pleasure

North side festival!

We can't wait to see you tomorrow, June 12 and Friday, June 13 at the Northside Trade Show! It has become the most exciting showcase of NYC's creative and innovative spirit and we can't wait for you to experience it! 

Space to attend the Northside Trade Show is still available, so if you have friends or colleagues who want to join, be sure they complete a FREE RSVP today! 

We also have two very exciting events we'd like to invite you to as part of Northside Innovation! 

Northside Innovation Launch Event at #DellVenue
TONIGHT, June 11 from 6:00pm-9:00pm 
434 Broadway, New York, NY 10013 

Join us for a panel on the future of "Social Good and Innovation," free drinks and dinner and a chance to mingle with NYC's innovation influencers! Space is limited, RSVP here. 

Northside Innovation Happy Hour at Brooklyn Brewery withLowenstein Sandler 
Tomorrow, June 12 from 6:00pm-8:00pm
The Brooklyn Brewery, 79 N. 11th Street, Brooklyn, NY 11249 (one block from the Northside Trade Show) 

Join us and our friends at Lowenstein Sandler for free Brooklyn Brewery beer and a DJ set with Brooklyn's leaders of the innovation and startup community. Space is limited, RSVP here. 

The Northside Innovation Closing Night Party Sponsored byHUGE
Friday, June 13, 10:00pm - midnight 
Villian, 50 N. 3rd St., Williamsburg, Brooklyn, NY

Come celebrate the closing night of Northside Innovatoin with us. Open bar and DJ. Space is limited, RSVP here. Let's party! 

Till then!

Amazzzzing concerts and museums all this week!

check out the calendar at your right for the complete list :P

Janelle Monae
Where: Prospect Park Bandshell
When: 8pm
The Celebrate Brooklyn! outdoor concert series returns with a show from propulsive soul-pop stylist Janelle Monáe. The singer, known for her glamorous androgynous style, recently covered David Bowie's "Heroes" for Beats of the Beautiful Game, a visual soundtrack for the World Cup. Arrive early if you want to snag a spot close to the stage; she's having a moment, and opening night always draws a crowd.

Thrusday
Pharell williams in Rockefeller Plaza 6-9 am

Friday in central park: demi lovato 6-9 am

Friday bachata in Bryant park at 6 pm

Target First Saturdays: Brooklyn Pride
Where: Brooklyn Museum
When: 5–11pm
Every June the five boroughs come alive with parades, festivals and parties that bring the lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender community's heritage to the forefront of public attention. Be part of one of the celebrations at this Saturday event, which showcases music, drag performance, pop-up gallery talks and ballet. Artist Alexander Kargaltsev, who suffered persecution as a gay man in Russia, will talk about his experiences and photo series Last Polaroids, which documents his time in exile. A ballet performance of The Firebird (composed by Igor Stravinsky) and a voguing workshop led by Benny Ninja are also among the evening's happenings.

Museum Mile Festival
Where: Fifth Avenue, between 82nd and 105th Streets
When: 6–9pm
While it's easy to spend all day in a single New York City cultural institution, this once-a-year affair gives visitors a three-hour period to sample a variety of the very finest of them—for free. The 23-block stretch of Fifth Avenue known as Museum Mile is home to eight participating institutions—El Museo del Barrio, the Solomon R. Guggenheim Museum, the Metropolitan Museum of Art, the Cooper-Hewitt (whose galleries are closed for renovation), the Jewish Museum, the National Academy Museum, Neue Galerie and the Museum of the City of New York—offering extended evening hours. In addition to all the art inside, there are plenty of outdoor festivities: face painting, chalk drawing, live music and other block-party-type events.

good news

some times you get that wonderful news
that moment of epiphany where you can not stop screaming,
screaming of happiness.
Good news can elevate your heart rate,
they can elevate your soul to heaven

fast

fast
everything happened so fast
it happens so fast
like a raise,
our relationship was going so fast
like every day passing by
adding stress for the unfinished business
more stress for work and friendly commitments
fast it went, like a twister wrecking down what we built

Fast as like if self, it just flows...blows
I am glad of the smiles, even if they disappear so fast.

Adaptation

We are suppose to get some level of adaptation
to new and recurrent situations
but I have the feeling I have a rejection
for these kinds of persuasions

How long it takes to adapt your being
to a new environment?
How long it takes to connect your feeling
to a different torment?

appreciation

appreciation

We always look out for more,
forgetting what we already have,
we do not appreciate all the blessings.

But then life can put us in front of less lucky people
people in need, wishing to have even a little of what we have
this can open our eyes,
this can make us appreciate what we have.

Being grateful for what is given to us.
it doesn't matters if we work hard or it is a freebie,
it the base for building our future
So appreciate and thank for it

Forgotten Motto:"do not let people leave your life without being better and happier"

Forgotten Motto
Not so long time ago my Motto was "do not let people leave your life without being better and happier".
I completely forgot this beautiful idea,
this amazing life idea of sharing your skills and knowledge,
next to your funniness, in order to help others.
I hope I am not going to forget again,
if i do please remind me.

just your warmness

just your warmness
your kind and smart words are a plus
your silky hair is a gift
your soft skin is the paradise
it is enough with your warmness

Just the feeling of your set internal heat
you body next to mine,
my coldness vanishing over your warm feelings
I just need that tender moment
of energy being transfer from body to body

Once you were my everything

I remember when seeing you was the only driven force to wake up
the idea of hugging you in the afternoon was the only reason to keep going
I remember how I put you as the number one in my list,
how I raise you to the king position.
Once you were my everything.

It makes me sad to remember how I out all my energy on you,
all my hopes, all my thoughts, all my energy.

All is gone now, now you are not any more my everything.

what do I believe?

what do I believe?
all the knowledge that i have been accumulating,
all the history i memorized
i do not really believe that.
I just trust my eyes, and in a lower level
I trust my heart, I trust my energy.

you will find him

it doesn't matter how ugly you think you are
in the deepest of you mind you know you are beautiful
you know that somebody will discover this beauty, some day...
it doesn't matter how mess up do you think you are,
somebody will adore your craziness,
and he will worship it.
it doesn't matter how many time you tried
you know you will give up for a while
but you are ready to present weapons again.
it doesn't matter if you think that you are alone
because you know it is only an illusion
you have as, you can feel you friends around.

Late

In the clarity of the morning, you realized that it was too late you couldn't sleep until late because you were to worried And now it is gone. Starting a day knowing that all is gone is sad first but it relives you at the end. it is too late to not forgive it is to late to not forget.

To the tired lover

In a world that looks to spin faster every day, in a world where you are running to pursuit success how can i ask you to not be a tired lover? i just can not do it. I prefer to accept how your eyelids are fighting against the sleep feeling, It is charming knowing that as a knight fighting for the freedom of the princess and the prevalence of truth and wellness you are battling against the tiredness just to be with me. I like to be with this 50% of you, it means that you prefer to be with me than going to sleep it implies that you don not mind the effort I like you just the tired way you are

Laziness

laziness some call it procrastination, but it real laziness it is a feeling of continuing in the inertia of non moving it a feeling of being ok, knowing that thing can be better, but just the possibility of going wrong is enough to continue non moving it is awkward when you actually want to be lazy-less, but you are in your comfort zone, you are in bed, wrapped in your blankets. you just want to do nothing, like meditating but letting your mind run crazy through all the thing that you are suppossed to do. and then you transition from laziness to stress.

Meditations

and one after noon, around 8 pm, in a spring night that was starting, i found myself alone, some kind of sadness, some kind of relief, that noon I had had finish a duty that was killing me, indeed I hate when I have to do things that I do not want to do, like speak in public about science. at all my ages I was always waiting for more, expecting the magic event to happen, expecting the blue prince to arrive, the succeed also I worked for that, but when the effort was too heavy, I was always trying to place a white flag and put my arms back. always my friends and the occasional love gave me the courage to continue, sometimes my mother, she is really strongly pushing me to continue, actually sometimes she push me to do things that she did not want me to do, but I was needing to do. and in all the way, I was never alone. Some afternoons I finished in a park, with 3 bags containing all my stuff, like a homeless, not knowing where to go or what to do, I cried, I begged for help, and help arrived always. and then I was back in the track, back in life, doing, doing doing again, always thinking in what I want, and suspicions that was not what I was doing. at all ages I doubt

A Poem to feel

FELT i felt your heart beating with mine, i felt your breath in sync i felt our souls merging together i felt your eyes seeing inside of me seeing me, the real me, the naked me. i felt you absolutely, complete. I felt the energy collapsing together i felt your skin softener behind my touch i felt your dreams becoming reality i felt our goal being reach i felt the euro- latin passion losing the nationality i felt your dark eyes mirroring mines i felt you as you felt me. i felt the amazing connection i felt that we were one i felt 2 puzzle pieces binding in a perfect match i felt a completely new feeling I felt us alive, traveling in time and space. i felt intimacy, deep, strong and hard. I felt you and you felt me. but i don't feel you anymore.

vday

Mount Sinai hospital is presenting the vagina monologues at 7 pm for only $5, Students $5, General $10 Visit www.vdaymountsinai.com to buy tickets or donate! #WomenTechmakers is hosting a series of global events geared towards increasing visibility, community, and resources for technical women. We are still accepting applications for the NYC and Mountain View Women Techmakers Summits and wanted to invite you to join. These Summits will include panel discussions, technical talks with female technology leaders, hands-on career-planning workshops, networking opportunities and more