The best year

So many bad things happened this year,
A lot of bad news and sad feelings
Showing off their darkest side.
This year hurt my friends, my family and the whole world
Bad guys with selfishness want to govern the world
The lack of information and uneducated crowds are gaining space
Great heros died, taking with them their genius minds.
But for you and me this was the best year of our lives so far
Because we met, because we loved for real,
And for now on, no matter what, every year together, knowing that the other one is in the same timeline and planet we know we will have the best time of our lives

Stuck in my mind

It was something you said
They way you looked at me the first time
Your touch in my aura

It was a magical touch you plant your seed in my brain
I have to distract myself from thinking about you
From imagining happy futures
From thinking in what you are doing now
From using you as my only conversation topic
How can one person generate just a spell on me?

From different seasons... still matching perfectly

You were born in winter,
rase by cold and snow,
Caressed by freezing winds and cutting snow flakes.

I was born in summer,
rase by warm and summer hazes,
Caressed by the tender sun and the hot drizzle.

However, we met in spring and we merge in autumn,
Nevertheless, we met in mild weather and we merged cold and hot currents.
On the other hand, we are perfect for each other.

We are coming from different seasons and even so...
we work so well together.
you manage to cold my hot temper
and I warm you cold feelings.

You are a sweet storm

You are a sweet storm
When the cold fast wind of problems passed by,
After the thin layer of snow is melted away,
You and me will be still standing.
The issues will get dissolved like the snow when the sun caressed it.
All the cold and anger will be warm up with love.
The resilient will stand by the fresh water that used to be snow.
You love the snow anyways and I learnt to love it thought your eyes.
You are the storm that brings that snow sometimes...
You are the hot shinny sun that melts it away ....

I'm lucky because you love even the things that I detest,

I'm lucky because you love even the things that I detest,
You love my wrinkled tshirts and my wrinkled forehead
You love my messy room and my messy mind,
You see with loving eyes my dry hair and beer belly,
You can tell me looking at my eyes things that mean the world for me,
About how you love me, about the things that you love about me.

Spoilers ALERT

Spoilers alert
You don't like when I spoil the ending of movies.
I can't stop it, it is in my nature to tell the ending first
It is in my blood to make you aware if there is a happy or a sad ending.
I am scared of surprises and I want to protect you.
And you ask about the future...well
Spoilers alert...
I know how our story will end...
Should I tell you?

Hold on

In some moments of doubt you should just hold on
Paint a smile over the sadness and remember the good moments,
Dream about the perfect future...
But hold on... In this way you are enjoying the present...
The present is a gift for you,
Every second is an opportunity to be happy.
Hold on to all those moments, there are more to come.
And when your love is far away hold on even harder.

My swedish chocolate truffle

My Swedish chocolate truffle
You are wrapped in a golden paper,
as your skin is tan, velvet and shinny.
You are so sweet as a chocolate truffle
and your interior is always a surprise,
You are fill with joy
and it is fantastic and full of flavor experience
to discover your filling.

Missing you so much that it hurts.

I have a disclosure: I have no patience
So it is double hard for me to wait for something I can’t get
I am a doer, what I want I work hard to get it,
I make the things happen.
And in the middle of this optimistic view
The Bright-side gets shadows
Because you are not here
And sometimes I miss you so much that it hurts

Happy

You just make me happy
You are my sun, always bright
even in the down times,
even when the shadows and dark clouds are around us.

Your kind and cute voice makes me happy,
the sound of your words,
the Nordic pronunciation
and he charming tones.

Your sight makes me happy,
your gorgeous golden eyes,
are like two sunny pearls
irradiating charm and warm.

Your touch makes me happy because
it is the touch of a kind, funny
quirky and cute viking.

It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you

To my winner
You were the champion before we met
You were a number one,
A humble heart shinning bright.
You are my champion now,
And not as a possession
But a sharing life companion.
You are the winner of my heart
The number one
And the golden medal in love.
You make us winners,
Champions in love
Which is the best kind of champion.

Artists

I am always thinking about our next time
our next time together
our next time dancing as one
our next rendeua vouz ,
I can not think in the now, in the present
because you are never here,
you are like a ghost
floating around me, like a whisper of my dreams
like a shadow of my feelings
next time I will kiss you passionately
I will hug you so strong that you will feel how much I love you
and only with this imaginary future moments in my head
so I can continue my busy life, having our next moment always present
having the hope of seeing you again
wishing that the next moment would be closer,
killing my need to be with you
in pro of a better future together​.

Doubts gone

I don't want to loose you,
because I know you are for ever.
You can only loose if you already have something,
and I don't have you, I don't possess you,
we are both free birds and that makes us even better.

So if I don't own you, then I can't loose you
and now with this logic, the doubts are gone.

It is funny and the greatest thing, how we solve everything
with just a brief talk.
The doubts are in our nature,
as we grow older and we collect more scars.

Then we both merge in a friendly hug
and the doubts are gone.
I am never going to lose you
because I am part of you and you are part of me.

How stupid would it be letting you go
after it feel like everything in my life just lead me to you.
Like I was dreaming until I finally found the love of my life.

Green eyes

The forest is fresh and full of pines,
specially the forest I can see inside your eyes.
Your green pearls are like lighthouses in the fog.

How stunning are those green eyes,
pure, deep, refreshing, healthy green.
light and clear, the color of the hope.

You can fall in love just staring at those green eyes
and lose yourself in the jungle of their nature.

Blue eyes

When I look into your eyes, I see the ocean of your wisdom.
They say that the eyes are the windows of the soul,
well, I can see your whole Universe inside your blue deep eyes.
They are so clear, so intense, like a pure blue sky.

I can lose myself staring at your interstellar,
clear magnificent blue eyes.
I have to stop breathing and jump into that Ocean,
of clear peaceful water.

Your blue eyes give me peace,
They comfort and energize.
Blue is the deepest color and you use it to hypnotize me.

Golden eyes

Your eyes are more than hazelnut and almond ice-cream,
they shine like the sand when the sun in high in the desert,
Your eyes are like gold, golden treasures.

Your eyes are two pieces of golden coins,
full of value and secrets,
they are the doors to a wonderful world.

Your eyes are from a higher class,
from a dominant race of Golds.

I see ways

I see paterns in your eyes,
I see labyrinths and pathways,
I see sand ways to oasis.
I see beautiful paintings on my tea
I see my cup full of art

I'm

I'm the architect of my accidents,
I'm the doctor of my pain
Your love to my body makes me sick
Because the body is just a coffin
Where the beauty is hidden.
There is so much more in me that what you see.
I'm a lot more that my mistakes,
I'm a lot more that my right choices.

The kill

The kill,
I thought I was save with you
Pure and showing myself
You are just killing the best of me
Burying burying me deep

You don't want who I really am
So I'm finish finish with you
I'm done and fighting alone
I have my swords to cut all the chains

Flying away from you

I used to feel vertigo in my belly,
A fantastic sensation of void in the stomach,
Sadly that magic went away after travelling often.
I said bye to you on a rainy day,
After multiple sunny afternoons
I said bye to you with both happiness
For the amazing days together
And sadness for the promptly separation.
I said bye to you keeping all the momeries in the magic wooden coffin that you made for me
I said bye to you looking forward to our next adventure.
I said bye to your sand labyrinth hazel eyes,
And your sensual velvet lips...
I said bye to you whising to say hi very soon,
Honestly I never said bye to you, because I keep you in my heart, in my skin, and in my mind all the time.

rose

Because is stearting at the Rose fading
With each petal falling sadly
That I remembered your gifts and promises,
Your vows and pink stories,
Because the Rose is falling apart,
Reminding me that all has an end,
That all will die,
That you and me had happy
Rose smelling perfume moments
And now we are just memories
That bloomed in spring and are slowly
Following the command of Time.

A window to my soul

I see these couples on the streets,
holding hands, hugging.
And I fell terribly jealous,
because I can not do that.

I mentally face swapped them for us,
but in most of the cases,
it doesn't work.

We are special, but we are far away.
We are unique, but I wish we were that simple.
Every time I see a couple smile to each other
it is like an open window to my soul

You can't take everything away from me

Far away from the place you once called home,
life can take away everything from you.
After living in the road,
you can see how they can take everything away from you.

No material thing is important,
that shirt that was special, you do not really need it.
That sharp amazing knife,
has been lost in your last move.
three bags full of cloths that you used to love
have been gone to the charity road.

Your favorite books are in somebody else shelves.
Your favorite shoes are been use for other 6 size bitch.
Your favorite waffles maker is making sweets one for your ex.
Your favorite souvenirs from around the world are in a lost apartment
far away.

You can take everything away for me,
material things have no meaning for me anymore.
But the people, they are the rule.
You cannot take them away form me.

I am missing you every second,
Nothing can take you away from me,
you are my sky and my land,
you are there every step,
even when you are 10000 miles away.

Memories

Your soft hair,
that feels like velvet on my finger tips
I don't know if I am caressing it,
or it is caressing me...

Your manly smell,
than swedish perfume with some british touch,
is saved deep in my olfactory memory
and gives me goosebumps.

Your delicate face resting next to me,
gone in dreams of far lands
relaxed and beautiful
appears in front of me every time I close my eyes.

Those hawaiian flowers in our arm,
with delicate little red filaments,
are part of your enchants.

Specially your glorious bright smile
wide broad and white,
brings happiness to my tired soul.

The brown labyrinth that I see in your eyes,
hides a deep fantastic history
like a David Bowie movie,
is a kaleidoscope of colors.

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Falling veils

All is bright at the beginning,
like the Big Bang explosion.
All is shinny and brand new,
when you first meet somebody.

They hide their secrets,
they hide their flows.
And one day the vail falls,
the truth is discover.

The real faces and the real intentions,
the real behaviors and the real feelings
all come to the light.
it hurts discovering lies,
it hurts more discovering
that you were lying to yourself.

Because there was not perfect person,
that reality was all your illusion,
you create the hologram,
and now the veil is falling.

The shivers are a waking call,
to see the real face under the veil,
now it is there in front of you,
the veil is gone.

Time to take a deep breath
swallow the tears,
swallow the self pity
and face the vanished illusion.

once upon a time

Once upon a time I had a happy life
I was a bit lost, but still enjoying it.
I was ruling my own world and controlling my steps
until a storm took away my will
a twister came across out of nowhere
it took away my farm and my shelter.
A hurricane swallowed all my desires and my dreams.
A huge alien monster stepped on my projects
and killed all my plans one by one.
I was left with nothing more than nothing.
It was death and rebirth,
it was like that deep breath
that came after been under water for too long.

What is love?

Love is the peace in my mind
that I have because you are in my life,
love is trusting somebody with our own happiness,
even if you still feel scared and vulnerable.
Love is feeling save in his arms,
or only hearing the sound of his voice.

Love finds you when you feel relax,
love is the feeling that brings you joy,
love makes you feel better with yourself.
Love makes you stronger and happier,
love helps you trough the bad times,
love is also there making you laugh.

Love helps you to improve
and to become a better person.
Love means that you wish somebody's happiness
over all the other things.
Love is an amazing feeling.
Love also grows, and it fluctuates,
Love is taking a deep breath every time
that you stares at his eyes for too long.

Perfect timing... I couldn't hold it

It was too soon, but it felt right,
how to stop the eager to tell you I love you.
Why holding back for fear when you know it is absolutely right.
You make me feel so good with myself,
and you told me I make you be happy to how you are and your body.
And just the simple thought of you make me smile.
I couldn't hold it anymore.
The feeling was growing non stop,
The warmth and excitement
Were increasing unlimited.
All this feelings and sensations were too much
I couldn't hold it anymore.
I had to tell you I love you
It was a laud yelling sensation
Pushing to explore inside of me...
I was so scared but at the time in peace
Because I love you.
You are the best thing that happened to me ever. You are my moon and stars.
When I was holding you tight
And I look deep into your eyes,
Saying I love you was natural.
These powerful words can't totally
Express how I feel when I am with you.
But they are the way our society
Named this in love feeling.
I just couldn't hold it anymore,
And I was not expecting anything from your side.
I was ok with just your sight talking to me.
There is miss believe feeling of
" wow, did I really find the love of my life?"
Is this the absolute happiness of wishing somebody to be absolute happy.
I couldn't hold it,
The butterflies in my stomach
Were marching to the revolution
And they wanted to be free,
And I couldn't hold them inside.
As I couldn't hold my smile when you answered me: I love you too.
We are so in sync that is feels like a
Perfect dream, a perfect movie
Where somebody took all the
Requirements for the perfect man
And put them together in you.
Because you are perfect
And even in things that you believe
Are not perfection,
I only see a totally perfect man,
Mi lille vän.

You are perfect

The marvelous moment when you opened your eyes, so wide
and you tell me: hoe exciting is this?
all your been has happy, all of your body part were smiling.
All my fears disappear when I look at your eyes,
all the shadows go away when say a word.
I can feel that you love for what I am,
I am sure I love for your real you.
You are so perfect that is like looking at the sun,
but it doesn't hurt my eyes.

The only thing I am not ready for is a life without you

Our story is like a song
a very positive, soft and romantic song
an ode to happiness and friendship.
When you told me you like to hear my voice
I could not stop my self
for laughing out laud,
because I don't like my voice,
I think it is horrible,
but you like it, you enjoy it.
When you told me that you like my hair,
the messy brown simple hair,
it was so beautiful to heard ti saying this.
Every time you say that I have beautiful eyes,
those simple, common, black eyes that are not special for me
but far away from perfect and ideal,
I can't stop smiling.
Because you see the light in me.
You light my darkness,
you bring me to the bright side.

ON THE RUN

It is so easy cheesy to stay in bed,
to just chill watching a movie, a show
just letting the time pass,
been the observer, a passive observer
of other people work.
Stillness is difficult to flight
it is so simple
it feels so cozy
moving implies effort,
it implies change
and we are afraid of change.

That song...

I can't stop coming back to that moment,
when we were naked in bed and you said:
I would like to play this song for you
and you took your guitar, and sat on the edge of the bed
I slowly moved next to you, to hug you from behind,
I felt your warm and soft back skin next to my chest,
and I smell you neck perfume
and I closed my eyes and sighed
You played that song that start with She...
she is like me, it feels you are playing a song about us.
I wonder how many other couples went trough this..
Your voice was soft
and you emphasized in how wrong has showing me your inside,
I agree, but in that moment we were so happy, we were so in peace,
and you were singing about She, about me.

Mistakes

I am trying my best to find flows in you
i can not believe that you are that perfect
I am so used to poke holes
I am so used to live with disappointing
and bad surprises.
The perfection of your being is just to shinny
I am afraid I will burn my eyes.
I am afraid I am like Icaro flying to the sun with waxed wings
But I am flying to you anyways, because I am stubborn
and I haven't learn yet,
or i got addicted to get burn and collect my own ashes.
I can not find any mistakes in you.
I hope there are mistakes in you,
Moreover, I hope you wont find my mistakes
moreover, I hope you will like my mistakes.

I like to rise your heart beats

When I touched your heart, you touched my soul
Every time you speak, I feel it is my voice coming out of your chest.
Your chest is my favorite pillow,
the sound of your heart is my favorite melody, my lullaby,
I love rising your heart beat.
I like feeling you getting excited,
I like the volcano that erupts in you
every time that we dance together.