You wish you could merge them all into one woman,
The passionate voluptuous french woman
who was your twin flame,
but it burned too hot and meted your security.
The geeky green eyed german
with the most beautiful smile,
full lips and perfect white teeth
who made you laugh non-stop
and opened the door of your imagination
and challenge you to think that you might not deserve her.
The perfect ass of that Latina who had a dream body,
but it emotionally manipulated you until you cried pushing through pain.
The charisma of that woman of the world, who had the world in her hands
with only a whisper.
The funny creative Scandinavian woman
the one you finally allowed yourself to be yourself and
matched your weird sense of humor,
with porcelain skin, as breakable as her mental health.
The emotional mature and wisdom giver
older lady who nursed back to life,
who gave you faith and will,
but who you couldn't correctly love.
The dancer who led you in a way that made you fly,
all over the dancefloor like suspended in the clouds.
All these women you wish you could merge into a perfect one.
