Superman

You were supposed to be my savior,

You said you will always be there for me

And you will bring me coffee to bed every morning 

And tea on a cold night.

Your blue eyes once I saw green,

Changed as often as your kindness,

Your kryptonite was attachment,

And your superpower was to make me feel butterflies in my stomach again.

Your superhero landing always took me by surprise,

Appearing at most unexpected moments,

Rocking the (my) world and saving the (my) day.

Muse

 From a shiny smile to bronze skin,

you were my muse to work on me more

to be better, fitter, and smoother.

I want you to know me better

 I wonder if you are my “happy ending”,

My forever and ever,

My prince enchanting

Me forever.

You claimed you wanted me to know you better,

And that I was already perfect,

This is so suspended as a blank letter,

Producing a stupefaction effect.

Are you my promised one?

The one I was waiting for

Or will all these be another ninja smog bomb

That will explode when I least expect it.

Proceed with caution

 I blocked the entrance of my castle,

and I ran upstairs to the highest tower,

I admired life from here and it was great, 

the blue skies, the rainbows and the green hills.

I didn't let anyone in, I blocked any possibility,

but there you were, trying again and again,

asking me to let you in,

to go for a test run.

it is not you, it is my past trauma,

it is not that I am scared of you hurting me,

It is more that I don't want to hurt anyone,

because I hurt the person I cared about the most,

and the wound is still fresh and bleeding.

You saw my clean face, without makeup,

with my huge pores, more prominent than my flat,

with old clothes and even sick,

and you still wanted me.

When I was hiding from the rest, and rejecting any attention,

you gently waited, and shared your warmth and kindness.

But I must advise you to proceed with caution.

Four decades to catch up

 So much to tell you,

so much to share

a full world for you

a lot to dare.

All my memories,

all my experiences,

I want to open these experiences,

being vulnerable in this instance.

I have four decades to catch up with you

to fill in the gaps

and find the blanks with you

and turn our story into a win

Adulting 101

 I want to go out and play,

enjoy the sun and run without any lower back and knee pains.

I don't want to worry about the future and what it may...

I want to enjoy getting wet and trapped in the rain.

Freedom of childhood brings melancholia back,

dreams of a better future and complete trust in my strength.

There was a time when I flew high,

with no fears, not chains, only the sky at length.

Now a mortgage is a constant issue,

the inflation is breathing on my neck,

overcommitting and admin stuff are drowning me.

Allegiance to be human

 I pledge Allegiance to me,

to my values and my care.

I pledge allegiance to the people I love and love me back.

I also pledge allegiance to fight for social justice.

One person can make a difference,

as long as they pledge the proper allegiance.

In a world full of noise and false gold

that gives smoked power

exchanged by lack of values and 

temporal happiness.

I pledge allegiance to always support the ones who fight for justice

and equality.

I pledge allegiance to mother earth who provides for all of us,

and not the ones who tried to destroy her for profit.

We are all just one alliance, one energy transmuting from here to there

and back, pledging allegiance to the flow.